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I guess that i had forgotten
What its like to have no meaning
How it feels
The realization
That the rise and fall
Of my heart is so
unsteady
I can pretend with the best
But how can i forget
This demon living inside me
Bursting out of my chest
Because some days
Somedays I'm not sure i exist
Its lonely in the middle
Where im to high for you
And im to low for me
This tv is so cold
These star crossed lovers
do me no good
Its lonely above yourself
Watching this dull and lifeless
distance
Between what wants to be
And what never was
I can light a million candles
But it will never fill the darkness
That bleeds in my heart
Id like to say lets break all boundries
Act like we are five
And play on jungle gyms
But we've already done that
And being so young
When your so old
Can only take you so many places
My world is full of misplaced stars
That just burn to bright
Burning from my eyes to my heart
We cant be chivalrous
This doesnt call for action
And i wont take your fucking bandaid
I need stitches just to comprehend this wound
Excuse me if i bleed on your white carpet
But im feeling rather faint
Mabe its just this realization
That this life is not what i thought it was
And what did i think it was?
I've kissed
I've sparked
But i've never had a 4th of july
I thought i saw someones heart
But i was seeing them breawk mine
Mabe im a little nieve
Or mabe im the just only one
Who wonders why these stars
Wont just alighn
And stop putting their cigarette buds
Im my life
I am not your ash tray
But you are..
My rise and fall

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